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Thursday, March 30, 2006

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Ok so those of you who have been askin about my english paper i had to write about my Nana i finally have it ready to post so here ya go !! i love you all!

R.I.P.
Vicki Lynn Barrett i love you Nana !!

                   The Empty Place In My Heart
           In was April 24th 2003 when the phone rang and I was told that my Nana Vicki had passed away. I knew that the time was coming, but I thought that it would be longer than the time my family and I had to spend with her. That was when i had felt that a part of my heart was missing. 
      My Nana Vicki and I had the relationship of a lifetime. I was the first grandchild on both my mom and dad's side. Nana Vicki made me feel like I was the only thing on Earth that mattered, even though there were other grandchildren to come after. I was the first and she and I had a bond that could never be broken, i felt like there were times that she was the only person in my life that truely understood how i felt. Nana was always the one wanting to be there when i was sick, and telling my mom "Please let me take her home with me and give her some one on one attention from her Nana Vicki and you stay at work." I knew my mom was always there for me sick or not, but I always believed in my heart that Nana's was the cure for stomachache, head ache stuffy nose etc.
       My Nana and I spent a lot of time together and was very close. I'll never forget the day she wasn't feeling well and it seemed like it continued for a while. She finally goes to the doctor to get some test and they came back canerous. It then made me realize that my Nana Vicki had really been trying to fight off a illness that could not be fought. I wanted to be with her day in and day out, but sometimes that was impossible. She actually went into remission and I thought that we had beaten the cancer, but shortly after it came back.
       So yeah the sickness came back and I then knew that this wasn't a illness to have. I wanted then to make all of hre days and nights the best thing that she could possibly remember. I felt like a I was missing a part of my life, then to think that we beat the cancer, and for it to return was so devastating. I feltlike I had to watch my Nana go through a time that was not going to be easy. Then cancer slowly but surely took her life over. I felt that i was loosing a best friend not only a grandmother. Watching her go through the chemotherapy and loosing her hair was the hardest part to deal with. I knew that her time was slowly ticking. My Nana and I tried to stay close as we always were until the cancer made her memory not as good. So then i tried to spend as much time and cherish every moment we had left together.
        Then I recievedthe phone call from my dad, I knew then that my Nana was bad off, and then I heard the tears and sniffles begin. That was exactly when I knew I had lost my Best Friend and a Place in my heart.

 

 

G0GE0US lil NiECE MiSS AlEXiS lYNN AMYA WilliAMS

AND THEN JUST A FEW 0lD 0NES 0F ME AND BRiTTANY AND A FEW 0THERS !! S0RRY THEY ARE liTTlER !!

W0W i l0VE THiS 0NE !! l0l !!

ok well enough for now !! i love you guys !!

BRiTTANY NiC0lE GRiMMETT !! BABYGiRl THANKS S0 MUCH F0R EVERYTHiNG !! i AM GlAD WE HAVE MANAGED T0 GET THR0UGH All 0UR B/S DRAMA B/C iTS WAS All MESSED !! BUT AS WE HAVE AlWAYS SAiD THERE iS N0T 0NE THiNG THAT iS G0iN T0 KEEP US MAD AT 0NE AN0THER !! S0 YEAH PE0lE JUST NEED T0 ACCEPT iT AND M0VE 0N !! BUT i HAVE MiSSED Y0UR CRAZY AZZ THESE PAST FEW WEEKEND S0 WE HAVE T0 HANG 0UT S00N !!! i l0VE Y0U !! Y0U AlSO JUST NEED T0 KEEP Y0UR HEAD UP WiTH All Y0UR G0iN THR0UGH !! Y0U KN0W i AM HERE F0R Y0U N0 MATTER WHAT Y0U ARE G0iN THR0UGH !! 

 

 

 

 

Ok well i decided to give you a fast update right quick!well my computer is messed up and will be for a while so yeah anyways!
        So things have been goin good for me i guess!Just trippin on some people at siegel b/c they can start the most dumb rumors ever so yeah but oh well i think its funny!But this weekend i have to say has been the best by far!I got to see and hang out with some people that i havent kikked it with in so0o0o long!i swear i miss these times!Friday night i went bowlin then turned around and went again Saturday night and basically i had the BEST nigth EVER!!so yeah as you see things have been great with me!But i am through with this update!

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i love you baby blairy pooh...and you already know you can never win!!..lol


Sunday, December 25, 2005

                          Merry Christmas

Hey Babez well i am really just doin this update for some shout outs and to let you all know that i am doing pretty good even thought somethings in my life are hard i will pull through!But i have one really big thing to tell you all and i think this one thing has made me so0o happy and has truely helped my life out tremendously!Well that one big thing is that Me and my Best Friend Quen have managed to work through all those hard things and stuff and now we are doing so much better!And i guess all i can really do now is thank my Lord above for letting me realized what my life would be like w/ out her and seeing how much i never want that to happen!So yeah but we are great now and i know that nobody can ever take my best friends spot!So yeah and thanks to all of those friends who have gave me words of encouragement when i was going through that time and we didn't talk or anything b/c all that has helped and brought me and her so much closer!So thanks to all of you!God Bless you all and i love you!ShOuT oUtZ nOw!

Quen~Hey babygirl i just can't thank you enough!And i am so sorry about that point in time when i was being stuck up and believed and listened to everybody else!I am so glad that i have actually stood up and realized my wrong doings!So yeah and i am so glad you had a good birthday!And i am sorry i couldn't go eat with you!after all you know i would've but moma wouldn't let me miss Alex and Blake's birthday party!Buti hope we get to hang out and shop day after Christmas!i love you so much!<3 CLB!Best Friends Forever 

Blairy Pooh~Babyboy i just love you!And yeah i thought i was fixin to be in jail for a bit b/c that grl had me well still has me hot!..lol..But anyways!I hope you find the right one!But like we both said there is no need to rush into anything!Well thanks for everything i love you!

Sammie Sammie~Age ain't NOTHING but a number...lol..well i hope things go good for you and your baby!But thanks for everything i love you Sammie Sammie!

Jor "J"~Lil Sis all i can say to you is teach him something...lol..i could've sworn those were the same things but maybe we was wrong...then oh grl he movin left, sat down, walked three feet, haha that was so funny!But grl you are so gorgeous!I love you baby Sis!<3 Cort"J"

Kressie~ Dang i hope we get to kikk it over this break!B/c you know we are goin to have to much fun after all last time didn't work out so we have to this time!but i am always here for you if you ever need me and thank you for being there for me i love you Big Sis!<3

Vesha~hey grl well i am so glad we are still close you are like another lil sis and i am always here for you!Well get at me and we can try to kikk it sometime!i love you!

Well i love you all very Much and last but not least!

                                   ! Merry Christmas!

 


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I sit and think about all the good times we had and try my best not to cry but just knowing the fact you not here physically and i can't just call you with problems hurts so bad!


Just when i think life is gettin better it always manage to throw another hard one at me!SO yeah today was one of the worst days ever be far!Officer Reggie Farmer passed away today after battling with cancer for about 2 1/2 years now!But you all just don't how bad this hurts i mean he was like my dad when mine wasn't there, my hero, and also this is the man who taught me to look at life from more than just my prespective!Then he was also the other person i could talk to about everything  going on that i didn't want to talk to friend about and i knew he would always listen and have some type of advice for me!So as you all can see i lost a big part of me today!And now i just look bac and think about all the memories i have with him and his family!You guys just don't understand how many lives this wonderful man has touched and blessed like i said before and will continue saying he has blessed my tremedously! Just like i will never forget the one conversation we had everyday!
Me:Officer Farmer you know you are like my dad and my best friend right
Officer Farmer: Little Bit/Little One i know this and yes you know as well as i do i am always here for you!
Me:Yeah after all you do have to deal with me alot especially when my mom talks to you about me
Officer Farmer:Oh yeah we both know how that goes but now she has those little twins!

 But yeah so after that you all see he wasn't just close to me he was close to my mom also she is not taking this very well either!So i just ask you all to please keep his family and all of us other loved ones struggling as we lost a big part of us!

And i can't wait for that day in which we meet again!He will always that special place in my heart and always be my Hero!<3 Little Bit/ Little One!(those are the two nicknames i had from him) 


I love you so much Officer Reggie Farmer you will truely be missed!


&&Also Brittany Lovvorn and I will be collecting money for t-shirts for Officer Farmer.    They will be army and on the front will read "The Hero In Me" and on the back will read "RIP Officer Reggie Farmer//and the shirt will be camaflage(army) so yea..if you are intrested let me or know 848-1009 or Brittany 542-8808 or comment me thanks!





Ok so i am still very upset about everything w/ Officer Farmer passing away!And my gosh i am still tryin to undertstand this after all we has touched my life in a very good way!This was the first person to believe in me on everything, the first person to actually listen to me with anything i needed to talk about and then last but yet very important my other dad!B/c as many of you know mine lives in shelbyville and he can't always be here for me but you know i knew that when he wasn't i always had one man that was and was just like my dad!Him and my dad actually hung out one night at the Bay and then my mom took us up there b/c it was dads weekend and we had the best dinner ever just talkin about things and my dad actually thanked Officer Farmer for being a dad to me and helpin me so much!So yeah my whole family is hurting really bad right now!But i know if we all continue pulling closer together we will make it through this!As i end this i really just sit here and wonder why he had to go so early after all the lives he has touched, smiles he's put on peoples face, and just being here for all of us!?But you know obviously the Lord felt that it was his time b/c you all know he did fight a good fight and kept faith throught out it all..well you guys please keep the familys in your prayers especially his they are not doing very well i talked to some today so just please continue praying for them!Here is a pic of my Hero, Best Friend, 2nd DAD, Officer Reggie Farmer!

 

Awww i love him so much and miss him more than ever!


xF0r3v3rxY0urzx but Nick my life is so stressful right now it's unreal
syxx872004: I mean, I aint gonna sit here and try and give you a speech or tell you not to talk back to your parents cuz all teens do it. All I can say is that whatever your mom says that gets to you, realize she aint doin it to make your life miserable or disrespect you, she doin it cuz she loves you and don't want you to make mistakes that she made at your age or her friends did
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah i know but i am going through so much and just little things are makin me mad but my mom is understandin so it's gettin better everyday!and thanks for all the encouragment and everything
syxx872004: I understand what your sayin I had times and still do when just one thing will get me mad than after that any small thing will piss me off
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah and trust me i am like this at school that's why i am so ready for a break i mean these past few months have just made my life so stressful i don't even kno anymore
syxx872004: Thats High School for ya
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx well it's not all high school but still that's part of it
syxx872004: If I knew what all was goin on I could try and tell you something to help you out
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: it's all on my xanga
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: here
syxx872004: Oh
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah
syxx872004: well I can understand where you comin from cuz I know what its like to lose someone close
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah it's hard
syxx872004: All you can do is just reflect on the good times you had with the person and its ok to cry sometimes
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah i try to keep my head up but after so long i can't take anymore
syxx872004: and thats when its ok to let it out and cry
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: but you know i am still tryin to to be as strong as i can
syxx872004: Damn you've had it rough lately
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: yeah everything that can go wrong can
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: and has
syxx872004: YOu can get through it, you just gotta be strong. God ain't gonna put you through anything you cant get through so realize that you can make it you just have to stay strong
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: aww thanks nick!baby you don't know how much your words of encouragment have helped through this time!and then through the past times in which something has gone wrong!and i just can't thank you enough for everything i mean i am literally sitten over here in tears just after readin all that and knowin that there are some people that i talk to that actually care!i love you so much!
syxx872004: I try to be there for people I care for when they're in need and I definantley care for you
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: aww well you know good and well i care for you and nick even though  me and you ave only known each other far like 1 year and some now i would do anyhting for you!
syxx872004: same for you
..........................
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: well i am going to bed
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: i love you baby nick!
syxx872004: love you to baby Cortney
xF0r3v3rxY0urzx: bye babyboy
syxx872004: bye babygirl

Nick H...Thanks so much for everything Babyboy!you know i am always here for you if you ever need me!After all anytime i haev ever needed you or just words of encouragment in general you have always been there!Thanks so much for everything you are honestly one of my true friends!!i love you so much baby from Oakland..haha i miss you too Nick!!

 


Thursday, November 10, 2005

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Well i just wanted to update real quick!..So maybe i was wrong about *him* i mean i don't see how i fell so fast but i did and yeah now i am hurt truely not knowin what to do now?!?!!And for those of you that don't get that yeah it's exactly what it says i don't think me and *him* are goin to work out after all!i mean i talked to him tonight and he said him and is "ex" talkin or whatever and i mean it's not really that i am mad i guess i think its really more he shouldn't have like lead me on i guess you can say this far!so now all i can say is umm ok and try to move on!But i think this one is goin to !But i mean i still like him and would do anything for him and yes i literally mean anything!Just like now it is 3 am and i haven't slept well really i can't sleep just thinkin about it...like when i was first told i was like oh ok you know no big deal i can just go on but i mean now i see why girls get so upset when something like this happens and they really like one person!I also just sit bac and think about how things were and everything and still i really don't see how things have just up and changed so fast!but i mean i want the best for him and i want him to be happy so if that means him with or talkin to her then i want him to do that granted it hurts real bad to say that and stuff but you all just don't understand the feelings i had (have still) for him!Well i am about to end this b/c i really don't know what else to say other than obviously i was wrong and i guess that's it!But those of you that actually knew about this please don't go off talkin bad about him or to him b/c that is not goin to accomplish anything it's just going to make my life harder!....tear...tear...tear.. Hope you all had a great weekend and now have a great week bac to school!I love all my friends epecially my Best Friend!(QNS)<3 Cortney Leigh Barrett!
Mayne~thanks so much babygirl! I just want to thank you for everything i mean especially right now you just bein here for me 24/7!You are such a blessing and sweetie if you ever need me i am always here for you!i love you so much!And i will try to make this day good just for you!
 XxBaBiiMaYnExX: jus have a good day aight... i will i love you cortney dont worry bout it! im going to skool ill think about you and pray i love you!

                              Edited
Ok well i guess i am doin a lot better than i was when i wrote all that up there!Yeah it still hurts but you know i have just got to keep my head up!And i have done a good job at that until tonight and then the next day after it all happened!So yead but i just want to give 3 big shout outs real fast!

Quentoria Nicole Smith~Babygirl i just want to say thank you so much!i mean i was ready to cry after readin knowin the fact you was stressin about "something" and then you not thinkin you have been a good best friend!Sweetie you haev been the greatest Best Friend and i am so thankful for that!i mean after all you didn't have to accept all the times i have apologized for not takin your word and then just being difficult!But i hope you know that i understand and i know you are always here for me!But  hopefully this weekend works out b/c i really want to kik it with you b/c it has been forever ago since we haev actually got to kik it!So yeah but thanks again!!i love you so much best friend!
Travan
~boy all i can do is give you one of the biggest thanks ever!your advice helped me especially knowin the fact i know you haev already went through this and you would know what is best!So i greatly appreciate you!And i know you are one of my true people and you should already know that i am always here for you if you may ever need me for anything!i love you so much babyboy!
Jordan~Sweetie thanks so much for being there for me all this week i know i have probably drove you cRaZy but you have truely helped me!After all you are like one of the only ones that i actually have with me at school in which i know i can talk to and trust with anything includin my life!So yeah and then i am so sorry today wasn't the best for you maybe me adn you both need to take a break and just get away for a weekend and just us gurls no fellas since we are both havin trouble with them as of now!But again thanks so much and if you need me i am always here!..hit me on my nextel chirp!and don't get to comfortable in the hallway!..lol! i love you so much!

D0n't F0rg3t Ab0ut Us!(i miss him)

   
Intro:
(Don't forget about us)
Don't baby, don’t baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby boy...

(Verse I)
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

(Bridge I)
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

(Chorus)
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

(Verse II)
Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it

(Bridge II)
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about

(Chorus)

(Rap)
And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us

(Chorus x2)

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go


When it's for real, it's
forever
So don't forget about us
.


                  EDITED(11-11-05)
So i thought i was doing better and gettin through pretty good but as i found out today and just thought i would let all of you know i am not over him!Now i am just at point in which i don't know what to do!i am hurtin so bad all i can do is cry i try and stay strong but i can't! But thanks so much to my
lil sister Jordan(Jor "J") sweetie you have helped so much after all you are the only one that i have at school but i love you and can't thank you enough!You also just need to hang in there and try to stay strong!if you need me i am here!<3 CLB
 


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

BoOHaPpHaLlOwEeN!


Ok well i decided to do a quick lil update for you!And then some shout outz!

Well this week at school was ok i mean other than the fact i got in trouble so yeah now i am grounded again worse which ever you want to say!Then Thursday we went to the Freshmans bowl game you know and of course we won!!Great Job Stars!Friday our varsity played and i managed that game too you kno since i am doin it big for both!And yeah they won too!So after that game my "Mr.Sexy" brought me home!and i took a shower then was knocked out!Got up Saturday cleaned then got a phone call and my lovely gurl Sammie wants to kikk it so we got her and she came over then my mom and step-dad had a poker party so yeah!All of my lil cousins decide that wanted to go to the corn maze!So me and Sammie was like ok we'll go and we did it all went pretty good until the end and i almost got to fightin with the people that worked there b/c they thought they was smart!After all that i came home and talk to mr.sexy til about 1 or so this mornin and let me tell you was that a trip!?!?!Then this mornin i was goin to go to church but me and Sammie just couldn't manage to get up so we missed!Well done with that now shout outz!
Sammie Sammie! Dang gurl i had a blast with you last night!And yeah we are goin to have to go to the corn maze again..lol!And yeah lets not forget jumpin turtles and then there turtle wax!..haha!Also our games they i guess people htink we want to play!star warz..fruity..backwards..and then regular!!WoW what was up seriously?!I mean we haven't laughed that much idk how long!Sorry i couldn't let you in on the lil phone secret. lol.. that one was just for ME!But i love you so much sweetie!
Quen~Hey babe
i haven't talked to you in a while but i just want you to kno that i love you so much and thanks for everything!And i hope we get to kikk it here soon b/c it has been a long time you kno!I will try and call you whenever i actually get a chance to talk since i am "grounded" but i hope things are goin good for you!Good luck with half timerz and stuff!I love you best friend!

Pancake~Baby..lmao...i just love you so much!I am so glad we are this close now b/c we are do have some of the best timez together especially shitter and nose picker...haha that was a trip!And then all of our other lovely nights and days together!Drink yo water lady!Please shut up!..go outside and talk on the phone..it's my daddy...lol! Dang we knew better but it was all good but then they all wanted to cough/ sneeze whatever the hell they was doin all at the same time..haha!But maybe we can kikk it tomorrow night for a lil bit! b/c i miss my pancake!And i think we need to lay off salty candy for a bit..but then again we need some every once in a while well until we get to the nasty part...lmfao!Well call me later!i love you baby britt britt! 

Blairy Poo~Aww i love you so much best friend!
i am glad that you are out of your wheelchair now even though you are still not all the way healed..lol!And umm ya'lls cripple dances umm yeah enough said!you two had my rollin!But anyways!all i have to say to you is if you ever need me i am always here for you best friend!love ya!

JaQuinta~Babydoll i just want you to know that i am always here for you!i mean i haven't talked to you in a long time until the other night and i just want you know that you are still a really really close friend and i trust you with so much!But if you ever need me don't be scared to call!i love you sweetie!

Deonte~
you a trip!But i love ya!Well you did a great job this year with football i am glad i decided to do football b/c if not i wouldn't have met you and wouldn't have been able to leave anybody my 8 comments!..lol..you kno mine adn your comments on the 8's are bangin!but yeah 8 omg you don't even kno!haha!Well i love ya and i am always here for ya if you need me!

Jordan!..
Babygirl i love you so much!And i am so glad me and you have gotten this close and talk to each other about everything!i am really glad i have you as a person in which i can come to with anything and know you ain't goin to blaze my stuff!thanks so much!Like i have told you if you need me i am always here!

Lauren~aww gurl you already kno i love you..lol..well i have a a great time laughin with you all at our football games when i tried to be a cheerleader with you all!and stuff but you kno it's all good b/c i still got ya in the hallways and lunch!..lol!..well i hope you know like i have told all them other people before i am also here for you if you ever need me!i love you sweetie!

BrittanyW~i love you lil head buster!...lol!

Sissy S~Sweetie i will call you as soon as i ever get a chance to you!But i haven't forgot about you!i mean you kno you are still and always will be like a sister to me!so never forget that!i love you hun!
Javesha..
i just love you lil sis!You kno you really helped me out there other day when i didn't have that math work...lol!But yeah!Well i am very glad you "im"ed me that one night and stuff b/c that really brought me closer to one other person in which i kno i can trust!thanks so much sweetie!i love you!

                   
    Quotes!
[in our fri3ndship w3 hav3 0n3 gaur3nt33 ]
what3v3r happ3ns, you`ll always hav3 m3.

Best friend- The person, that no matter how
long
it's been since you've talked or seen
each other, you can call each other no matter
the time of day and pick up right where you left off


.. All she wants is someone who will
cuddle with her on the couch..holding
her
in his arms.. never letting her go [<3]

The best memories are the
ones you can't explain.
You just had to be there.

&& this bed could use a secret, and these
pounding hearts could keep it.

there'll be two dates on your tombstone
everyone
will read them..but the only thing that matters
is the little [ dash between them ]

I can't promise that I can solve all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to go through them alone.

people are going to want you, need you  exceed
you, take you, beat you, love you, hate you, play
you,   rate    you,   save   you,   and   break  you
but thats not what makes you

there comes a point when you stop being
* FRiENDS * and become * SiSTERS *

"There's nothing sexy about skin and bones. You gotta have some junk in the trunk."

i get chills just thinking about you...

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you .


Sometimes you're afraid to become
a couple because you are afraid of
losing what you already have with that
person. But life is all about risks and
it requires you to jump. Don't be a
person who has to look back and
wonder what they would have, or could
have
had. No one waits forever.

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.

You cant live for other people.
You've gotta do what's right for Y0U.
Even if it hurts some people..
* The Notebook *

sometimes i wear your sweatshirt
         even when im not cold. <3
 

laugh your heart out <3

&& dance in the rain

cherish the memories

--» » ignore the pain

love && learn. forget

&& forgive. `cus youu

only have one life to live.

FoR sOmE, LiFe mAy oNLy LaSt a ShOrT wHiLe
 BuT iTs mEmOrIeS wiLL LiVe oN fOrEvEr

What we do doesn't define who we are.
what defines us is how well we rise after falling.

boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us .. so keep your head up and your spirits high .. because if you don't .. life will just p a s s you by ..

you
should never regret anything because every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end `'

i WANNA BE THE GiRL WH0 MAKES
 Y0uR BAD DAYS BETTER
AND THE
   0NE WH0 MAKES Y0U SAY MY `
  LiFE HAS CHANGED SiNCE i
               » MET HER
«

I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had, to never give up, to believe in myself... and most of all, to fight for myself.

don't cry about a loss..God never takes
anything away without replacing it.. <3

you get into the [ b i g g e s t ] fight with
the people you care about most <3

because those are the
relationships you're willing to fight for .

worry about your character
not your reputation because
your character is who you
are
&& your reputation is
what people
think you are

after all that`s been said and done

you're just a part of me, that i

can`t let go.


 

Take chances. A lot of them... because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are. you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel. always be you.. and be okay with it

"Trying To Be Someone You
Aren't, Is A Waste Of
The Person You Are. " 

Pics!Old ones and New ones!
Sunset


Well i am done for now i will post more pics later!

 

 





 




 



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